Social Media Hyprocisy

 Lately I find the whole concept of sharing at Social Media useless. It’s nothing more than sharing your data to Meta or Twitter. I find it more of a medium to speak my mind and don’t expect to convince anyone. Sharing your status or appreciation means nothing to me. #nothanks

Nevada Caucus

So Bernie won as expected but on the other hand race is gearing up for a tough primary contest. Emotions, passion and competitiveness were visible among voters and candidates in play. It seems like it will be a fight between progressives vs moderates. I think the fight will be between Bernie VS Pete or Biden or Bloomberg. Don’t think Amy or Warren will make it to the end. So no diverse or women candidates will represent the Democrats against Trump. Although I still think a progressive candidate like Bernie may not be able to beat Trump at the end, I am hopeful he can beat Trump given that his campaign has similar passions and if he can woo some Trump supporters to his camp.  As far as the moderate wing of the Democratic Party is concerned I don’t see anyone other than Pete as viable but I don’t think America is yet ready for an openly Gay President. So I am still very much undecided on who to vote for this November. I know who I am not voting for!

Just another day (wrote on 1-22-20)

Well it was another normal day as usual but I worked from home today. I had to for a doctor’s appointment locally. Anticipating something dramatic after meeting my cardiologist but he thought it’s not that much of a concern. Sort of disappointed on his casual but cautious approach but on the other hand felt good that I am on my way to recovery soon. I just have to wait it out. Take it as part of daily life and so as much normal stuffs as I can do without pushing too hard. Apart from that nothing interesting happened given that I was home all day more or less. Tomorrow is going to be another work from home day given that I have another doctor’s appointment on 3:30 pm. Let’s see how interesting tomorrow can be. 

Vacation Over (wrote on 1-19-20)

So today officially wrapped up my vacation (if you call it given that I had to be in hospital for 5 days in Bangladesh for a medical condition). Anyway I landed in Newark Liberty airport at around 8:15 am but hardly saw any trace of overnight snow sleet and rain. It was somewhat chilly and windy given that I came from a moderate mid 60s temperature in Bangladesh. My Uber showed up under 8 mins which I did not expect that quickly to be honest. I was expecting to be exhausted with Jet Lag and the 14 plus hours flight but did not feel that tired and sleepy strangely. I rather spent this afternoon driving to nearby stores buying essential foods, fruits and juices which I needed to have to fill out my empty refrigerator. Then I ended up watching some TV (I mean Netflix) while elevating my right leg as much as I can as recommended by the doctor. Luckily tomorrow is holiday due to MLK day so I got an extra day to relax and rest before starting my ever consuming but intriguing work in NYC. I guess that’s it for today. Will chat with you all tomorrow.

Falling....

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Falling on my own
Can’t imagine I have come this far
How could I make it so right
Never had I believe this much
Troubled time taught me always
Wondering how I followed you around
You never changed the way you were
Never knew that you would look back
Your eyes never stop searching for my soul
Demons could not stop my persistence
Passion were never dubious
Urging me to say my own afterthoughts
Living the life of disguise can’t be my eternity
Sound of love and convergence are so prevalent
No regret no guilt tell me this isn’t me
Sensed my own pervasive anticipation
Lies can’t mislead me anymore
Discovered myself on this last chance that I never had
Kept you in the dark until now
Holding together for the road ahead
Until there is no eternity ....

Predication

Days come and go

And my conscious always follow me

How not to be so obvious and unpredictable

Reasonable minds tend to be in place of nowhere;

The essence of our being is questioned every second ;

Not that we don’t want to anticipate frivolous games

Found no joy in being the sole rider

Apologies are not the only excuses

No destination for my journey

Playing games of falsehood hurt

Don’t let me stop my sensible vibes

Can’t live in a box anymore

Sun is calling me out

And the moon will not stop being curious

Are you really there?

And there goes my predication....

Afterthought

Trying to pick her unvarnished insight about life and it’s unpredictability.

From her own relentless unfair melodrama some 15 yrs ago. And then I see nostalgia in 

my inbox...

Who could be that estranged but irresistible rebellious consciousness of our very own reality?

It is she who used to be one very much of her own... 
never justified the existence of the lost ethos of inconceivable but disenchanted 
emotional outbursts.

Never had we realized how far we came about looking for those treasured moments... 

glimpses  of those unforgettable events still haunts me in a not so subtle way.

And she says no way no how she ain’t the person she was once but she buried those 

guilts for those 13 years blindsided by pure love for someone who never knew what love was!

It broke her, taught her, rejuvenated her, fulfilled her, built her as someone who can’t be 

stopped for being who she is!

Love her, hate her or ignore her she rose like your own unbridled existence which we never

anticipated.

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The strength she had that very day to walk out of that inferno of disgust is unquestionably

 one of her biggest turning point ever.

And I am yet to comprehend her ubiquitous presence in my imagination which amazes me

every single day!